Artists Statement: My art represents the facade I put on due to my fear of not being accepted or loved. These fears stem from the lack of self-love and going through many life-changing experiences as a young teen. Although putting on a persona will protect me from being vulnerable, it pushes people away and diverts the chances of a deeper connection. The metaphor of vibrant colors and intricate layers resonates strongly, illustrating how appearances can be deceiving and how beneath the surface lies a rich tapestry of thoughts, feelings, and experiences. Although this distraction initially draws the attention of the eye, concealed beneath the surface of what may initially appear as chaotic lay intricate layers of meaning and emotion. Just like me. 

By working in abstraction, I create a space for viewers to engage with my art on a deeply personal level, inviting them to find their own connections and interpretations. My choice of medium is deliberate and symbolic, echoing the themes of complexity and hidden depth within my work. Acrylic paint allows for versatility and layering, mirroring the intricate layers of meaning and emotion I seek to convey. Its vibrant colors serve as an enchanting distraction, drawing viewers in initially with their allure. The use of materials like cinderblocks, wood, and string in my art speaks directly to my past experiences. Each material carries symbolism, adding layers of meaning to my work. Cinderblocks represent the weight of past burdens or obstacles I've faced, while wood symbolizes growth, resilience, and the foundation upon which I've built myself. String, with its ability to bind and connect, signifies the threads of my experiences weaving together to form the tapestry of my identity.

When starting a new piece, I try not to force ideas. I let the ideas come to me through my subconscious mind. I let my mind wander, and I trusted the process. I rely on my subconscious mind, knowing that each paint stroke is intentional and has meaning. I know that my piece is done when I have to start thinking about my next stroke.